Cinderclover

I'm on my holidays now, yeah  

Kinda sad though because I've just graduated and well, I was sooo close to my class. Espically a certain guy who I probably won't see much anymore.  

Yeah but on a happier note I have much more time to dedicate to my artist stuff. And I'm going to do a film course on the 1st of next year. Yay xxx

So yeah, since I've heard [and seen] so many good things about Paint Tool Sai, I downloaded it. Well, the trial. And I was just wondering if anyone could leave me some tips... Pweeease???

xxxxx

[X] I think I'm ugly  sometimes.

[X ] I have many scars.

[X] I tan easily.

[X] I wish my hair was a different color.

[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.

[ ] I have a tattoo.

[X] I am self-conscious about my appearance.

[] I have/I've had braces.

[ ] I wear glasses.

[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

[x ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.

[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.

[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.


Family/Home Life


[ ] I've sworn at my parents.

[ ] I've run away from home.

[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.

[ ] My biological parents are together.

[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.

[ ] I want to have kids someday.

[ ] I've had children.

[ ] I've lost a child.

[XXXXX] Have a spoiled sibling



School/Work


[X] I'm in school.

[ ] I have a job.

[ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school.

[x ] I almost always do my homework.

[X] I've missed a week or more of school.

[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.

[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.

[ ] I've stolen something from my job.

[ ] I've been fired.

[ ] Do Home Schooling.



Embarrassment


[X] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.

[x ] Disney movies still make me cry.

[X] I've snorted while laughing.

[X] I've laughed so hard I've cried.

[X] I've glued my hand to something

[ ] I've had my pants rip in public

[X] I've fallen down on my face



Health


[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.

[x ] I've gotten stitches/staples.

[ ] I've broken a bone.

[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.

[ ] I've sat in a doctors office/emergency room with a friend.

[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.

[ ] I had a serious surgery.

[X] I've had chicken pox.

[ ] You're sickly.



Traveling


[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.

[x] I've been on a plane.

[ ] I've been to Canada.

[ ] I've been to Mexico.

[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.

[ ] I've been to Japan.

[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.

[X] I've been to Europe.

[ ] I've been to Africa.

[X] I've been out of my home country.

[ ] I've Been in Thailand

[ ] I've been in Phillipines


Experiences


[X] I've gotten lost in my city.

[X] I've seen a shooting star.

[X] I've wished on a shooting star.

[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.

[X] I've gone out in public in my pajamas

[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator

[X] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.

[ ] I've been to a casino.

[ ] I've been skydiving.

[] I've gone skinny dipping.

[X] I've played spin the bottle.

[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.

[] I've crashed a car.

[ ] I've been Skiing

[x ] I've been in a play.

[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.

[ x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.

[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.

[] I've sat on a roof top at night.

[ ] I've played chicken.

[X] I've played a prank on someone.

[X] I've ridden in a taxi.

[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.

[] I've eaten sushi.

[ ] I've been snowboarding.




Relationships


[x] I'm single

[ ] I'm in a relationship.

[ ] I'm engaged.

[ ] I'm married.

[ ] I've gone on a blind date.

[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.

[X] I miss someone right now.

[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.

[] I've gotten divorced.

[X] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.

[X] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.

[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

[] Kissed a guy



Sexuality


[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.

[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.

[x] I am a cuddler.

[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.

[X] I've hugged a stranger.

[ ] I have kissed a stranger



Honesty/Crime


[X] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.

[X] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.

[X] I've snuck out of my house.

[X] I have lied to my parents about where I am.

[X] I am keeping a secret from the world.

[ ] I've cheated while playing a game.

[x] I've cheated on a test

[ ] I've run a red light.

[ ] I've been suspended from school.

[ ] I've witnessed a crime.

[X] I've been in a fist fight.

[ ] I've been arrested.



Drugs/Alcohol


[ ] I've consumed alcohol.

[ ] I regularly drink.

[ ] I've passed out from drinking.

[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.

[ ] I've smoked weed

[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.

[ ] I've eaten shrooms.

[ ] I've popped E.

[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.

[ ] I've done hard drugs.

[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.

[ ] I can't swallow pills.

[X] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem

[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.

[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.

[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.

[ ] I take anti-depressants.

[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.

[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.

[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.

[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.

[ ] I've woken up crying.



Death and Suicide


[x] I'm afraid of dying.

[x] I hate funerals.

[ ] I've seen someone dying.

[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.

[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.


Materialism

[] I own over 5 rap CDs.

[x ] I own an iPod or MP3 player.

[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.

[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.

[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.

[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.

[ ] I collect comic books

[X] I own something from The Gap.

[X] I own something I got on e-bay.

[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

[ ] I love Gamers magazines

[ ] buy the newspaper everyday


Random


[ ] I can sing well.

[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.

[ ] I open up to others easily.

[X] I watch the news.

[X] I don't kill bugs.

[X] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.

[] I curse regularly.

[x] I sing in the shower.

[X] I am a morning person.

[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.

[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.

[ ] I am a sports fanatic.

[X] I twirl my hair.

[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name

[x] I love being neat

[ ] I love Spam

[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day

[ ] I bake well

[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.

[] I've worn pajamas to school.

[ ] I like Martha Stewart.

[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.

[x] I am in love with love.

[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.

[X] I laugh at my own jokes.

[ ] I eat fast food weekly.

[ ] I believe in ghosts.

[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.

[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.

[X] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.

[X] I am really ticklish.

[ ] I love white chocolate.

[X] I bite my nails.

[X] I play video games.

[ ] I'm good at remembering faces.

[ ] I'm good at remembering names.

[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.

[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

<sub>Hai Guys! I know this is a little late but I hope you had a great Valentine's day! I certainly did <3 I spent the morning with my favorite cousin, I had Thursday and Friday off school. We went into the nearest village and bought some chocolate eggs which have this lovely filling, among other things.

Than my other friend came back from England so we met up with her. We played around in the grave-yard and the ruins of an old church. We playing a VERY fun game; A mix between Maximum Ride, Our own story, and Twilight [Because my friend is obsessed, I don't like it really.] Well my friend was pretty much the main character and I was her gaurd and my cousin was this kind of healer.

Well it went very well until this boy from my school came. It was sorta awkward because he had just asked me out [a few times -.-] He hung around but he had to go after five minutes or so //phew.

Then my brother came with his friend and he played a fun game of catch C:

It sounds childish but it was fun <3

What did you guys get for Valentine's if anything?

I found a rose on my porch in the morning, its pretty ... No idea who's it from though...

Bella</sub>